Sing to me a Love song:)

hey people,
looks like this time is for real i am stuck with this ugly font..anyone knows what kind of default problem am i facing?grrh..please do help me..hehe..

well,i am bored..as usual..i have OFFICIALLY run out blogs to hop around..haha..yup u can count on me..you name the blog i have read it..:p..
is anyone still reading this rant of mine?well sometimes i wish those of you that are still are,just drop by a message..it wouldn't kill you gto do so..you will make me feel happy..haha..

well this post was inspired by one of my favourite blogger..er..well i guess mostly every1's favourite blogger..Fourfeetnine?Princess aud?ring a bell yet?hehe..

fro now on,im gonna try and make it easier for you people to read this blog by doing simple posts like this..hehe:x

well here it goes,
here is the lists of some things i really love and adore:

1.People who are confident and Do not give a shit of what others think.
you know i have always envied people who can just walk right in the room thinking they are the best looking one.i can never walk into a room with a sea of people with my head up..haha

2.People who actually Do and not only talk shit.
this kind of people always succeed in whatever they do.

3.Someone who thinks they are great but never greater than others.
In other words means humble la.haha..it's so sad that we earthlings are running short of this type of people.

4.Someone who loves himself/herself.
this is the main key one has to have before loving another person.i'm barely there yet but im trying!:)

5.Someone who dares to speak up.
In this world full of deceit and lies we are in,it's nice to have some honesty.:)

well,on another note..here's goes the list of what i dislike and hate(oh,Boy i know in the back of your head this sure is gonna be a long list..haha..:p..well dont hate me for being a hater!)



1.People who belittle others to feel better.
this is especially within us girls..haha..we are all special in our own way!keep that in mind!making others feel bad will only make u a DICK.

2.People who compare.
i grew up in a family of four girls..this sucks the most..whether be it if you are the one getting the compliments or you are the one getting the insults..either way it sucks.unless you are enough of a bitch to look in the mirror and believe that you are actually better than the other..haha:p

3.People who backstabs.
it's rather funny how life works.you will never be able to steer clear from this type of people.wherever you go,there is bound to be someone there who just cant be true to others and themselves..

4.People who have no manners.
Dont push when lining up and do not talk rudely or show a stupid face unless you really know the person and you know that person is an ARSE-hole.

5.People who judge a book by its cover.
Cut some slack and every1 deserves a chance.don't let you judgement be influence by others.you know what's the best.

6.Being put in the middle.
i am not some kind of person that you can use whenever a problem arises.deal your own proble.face your fear.

7.being left hanging after a fight.
i just wanna talk things out.

8.the feeling of sweating in the inside.
i wish there was some kind of pill that i can take to reduce my sweat.Ewww..i know..haha

9.Humans that act like they care but they don't actually.
Ok to be truthful i been here..i was like listening and then in the back of mind,i'm like can you just shut teh F up already.i don't effing care..haha..sorry k people!i guess i am a better talker than a listener.

10.Being Alone.
I am afraid of loneliness.that is one main reason i am never out of a relationship.i love being loved.i am always afraid that someday when i wake up i'll be all alone..

11.the DARK!
my worst fear!haha


here are some things that will make you hate me more:
i hate myself because:
1.i can't find it in my heart to ever forgive and forget.
2.i always remember the most painful pain you inflict in me rather than the good memories.
3.i am short and bad tempered.
4.i hate someone so much that i wanna get her out of my life so badly!
5.i never appreciate anyone and anytjing and when i do,i always end up being unappreciated.
6.i had random and wild mood swings that might actually be depression.
7.i feel like there is no one in this world that can understand me.
8.i am damn Muthafucking negative..haish..
9.i am so resentful.
10.i always make everything so complicated.


okay i know that was a Truckload of emotional vomit that i just spilled..i just been really very disturbed with all this negative thoughts..i hope i can just chuck it here..grrh..

ok:FACT OF THE DAY FOR you:I rather you lied to me than telll me the truth if the truth will hurt me!keep that in mind people!hehe..






i'm happy peoplee.i know i might be alil crazy and emotionally disturbed but im sure i'll be fine!

help me stay postive!i know i can and i will try!tee=hee!

with love,
karlisyle lum