Tuesday, December 23, 2008

away again

i'll be leaving for kuantan tomorrow night and i shall leave my baby lapppie and focus on studying..exams after the hols..

well me and my BB gonna be back in kuantan so anyone?



until then,
merry christmas and happy new year people!
toodles..have a great finale of 08 aite!
love,
karlisyle lum!

Friday, December 19, 2008

paramore-my heart

hey,i apologised to people that reads this blog that i been away..have been really caught up with twilight books and shopping..i been slacking so much..these days it is almost predictable as to where to find me..i am either in one utama or at my b's place reading..i am finally down to the last book,breaking dawn..

i super love eclipse
but super duper love twilight and breaking dawn..
was quite disturbed by how new moon failed my interest..

i guess how proven the sayings are where:first is always a charm and saves the best for the last..seriously the first and last book was the best...

i been so drawn into fantasy that i wish someone will suck me back to reality..
i am still going strong with my b..i love him..

a love note for my b,
I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
that I've fallen down
and I can't do this alone
Stay with me
this is what I need
Please
i am nothing now
and it's been so long
since I've heard a sound
the sound of my only hope
this timeI will be listening
This heart it beats
beats for only you
Oh this heart it beats beats for only you
my heart is yours
my heart is yours

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 19 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY,B!luv ya!

boredom

with love,
karlisyle lum

Saturday, December 13, 2008

tagged by hui fern(bella's lullaby)

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"> miley cyrus-7things

2. How would you describe yourself?> katy perry-i am still breathing

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?> one republic-say all i need

4. How do you feel today?> sum41-with me

5. What is your life's purpose?> jay chou-kai bu liao kou(what does this even mean?)

6. What is your motto?> flo rida ft will.iam-in the ayer

7. What do your friends think of you?> sixpence none the richer-kiss me(i know beth feels this way bout me)

8. What do you think of your parents?> secondhande serenade-stranger(yup sometimes i feel that i am always being misunderstood by them!)

9. What do you think about very often?> leona lewis-the best you never had

10. What is 2+2?> kenny g-endless love(yup i agree a family of 4 always is the most balance)

11. What do you think of your best friends?> secondhand serenade-maybe(lol)

12. What do you think of the person you like?> jay chou-love before time

13. What is your life?> neyo-go on girl(so true cause i am pushing myself daily to go through and be stronger!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?> katy perry-hot and cold(seriously?)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?> neyo-closer(wakaka..so hit jackpot!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?>shontelle-t shirt(so not true cause it'll be thanks for the memories by fall out boys-me and minxx first kiss song!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?> stacie orrico-strong enough(wow,people gonna cry their eys out then!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?> avril lavigne-innocence(?)

19. What is your biggest fear?>fall out boy-i don't care(yey!)

20. What is your biggest secret?> paramore-decode

21. What do you think of your friends?> neyo-miss independant(quite accurate)

22. What will you post this as?> cartes's burwell-bella's lullaby

it's quite an interesting and simple tag so,
I tag:
-caroline
-annabeth
-genise
-ju vin
-aimi

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

help

this is gonna be a super short post..as i am still unfamiliar with the new blogskin that i had my friend uploading for me..i don't know how to play around with it yet so all i have to do is ask her tomorrow at college then ny i'll edit back everything!


toodles,
with love,
karlisyle lum..


p.s..special thanks to GENISE who did this blogskin fo rme..love ya much!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

running away

i guess i have to kkep up with my promise..i knew i said i will not be emoing anymore..and let me mind you that this post is not really that emo..



something happen today..

i wonder if she will ever do the same if the person wasn't her but me..

i felt that despite the years of unhappiness she gave me,it was just a way of her showing me how to be better in life..

i finally saw today to what extent love can go..

i sw the tears and dissapointment in her eyes but yet she still defended abd protected..

she rather believes in lies that to know the truthful truth..

she rather force herself to accept what she has been against for her life..

she rather help than see lives being screwed up..





how many years left we have together till death separates us..

how many more years should i hold her against for all the sadness she brought into my life..

i finally learn today the true meaning of forgiveness..

is going against your will and accepting..



with love,

appreciate who and what you have in life before it is gone..
karlisyle lum:p

p.s:being positive in life brings about more meaning to live..:)

stole(just realised carol tag me once i was done with the post!)

well i pretty much stole this tag from beth since it is quite interesting and simple to do...so i am pretty much gonna end this week's posts with this tag..

p.s-the parents are here...

here it goes:
Instructions
**************************************************
Bold the statements that are true to you.Italicize the statements that you wish were true.( green )Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
**************************************************
I’m 170cm++ tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star !

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up is rather nasty.

I am studying fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I love chick flicks.

I hate someone.

I'm going out at least three times this week.

I have 10 Guess handbags.


I love my sister.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I’m starting to ♥ wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.

High school’s filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

A blogger bitched about me before.


I have bought a pair of shoes this month.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

Mid Valley is my second home.


I have my own car.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot. (xD)

I’m a sinner.

I like attention.

I’ve got a DS light.I have a Wii.

I cannot live without musicVideo games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I love horror films.

I love my brother.

I’m happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I've traveled to over 6 different countries.

I can’t live without make-up.

I'm satisfied.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love GREEN Apple Juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my friends and family.
.
..
Tagging:
Kerryn Lum ern Hsing,my Twin
Kong sze Min,My B
and GENISE,My college babe.

with love,
karlisyle lum

Saturday, December 6, 2008

guess

i am feeling a lil grumpy..i wanna be happy for those people around me who can be so positive and so lucky to have so many good people around their life..but at the same time i can't help but feel a lil twinge of jealousy..

i am not being a bad person or what but it's just tht sometimes i can help but ponder and wonder why i can't get the exact good things in life?

but this year i learnt to be stronger..i don't show my emotions easily to people..i just rant it out here for my sake and people think i am not strong enough..i felt betrayed by two most closest people this year but yet i told myself to stay strong..i face with my problem and move on..

i no longer wanna dwell in the past where i'll only get hurt..i learnt that in this world never trust anyone 100% except yourself..the most important thing is accepting people..that's all..

so i know i been too amo and ungrateful towards my life this whole year..been complaining since the beggining of college..well guess what i am going to try to be more positive and share with you the happy times..

p.s:should i FINALLY get the SKINNY t BABY pink camera?

with love,
karlisyle lum..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

edward cullen,be mine?

i am seriously crushing on him..feel so guitly towards min..i dreamt of edward cullen two nights in a row when i was sleeping next to min..felt so guilty..haha..but i really think he is so charming..the funniest thing was i kutuk him when i foirst saw him in E!..i told jie, why they chose someone so not good looking but at the end i was charmed by him too..but for now i am only enjoying him as edward cullen not as robert pattinson.
he somehow manage to look like chuck bass at certain angle in the movie...

i seriously don;t like to be dissapointed that is hwy somehow i always do things around..i watch the movie first and then only read..emily was dissapointed with the movie and jie also..guess it beats to read the novel first huh?

well some girls hated the show as they said that it was too u nrealistic but i somehow disagree cause aren't movies then only place where we can only place all our wildest imagination..falling in love with a vampire..that is not somewhat crazy to me..he is like human only thing is he craves for blood..but u can see how he himself finds it hard to accept himself as a vampire cause he looks at himelf as a monster..

i find the movie to be awesome and to everyone who is not so open minded about a ove should seriously watch it..i'm up for a second round of twilight so feel free to tag me along with u..

the moral of the story about love is that it has no barriers..we should not be ashame to show who we love even we are different..no matter how fiffernt we are,the fact is how different one can get from another..

like ie. if a black and a white falls in love,what is so different besides our culture and skin color/
someone from a rich and poor background?
someone who is known for his bad past and someone with good reputation?
someone who doesn't speak mandarin and someone who is mandarin educated?
someone who loves pink and someone who loves black?


love should not be diffrentiate by this means..love is such a beautiful and simple thing that was made complicated by us humans..love should be genuine and not be take account for any diffrences..we should accept and love them for who they are..

though my b and i grew up in differnt backgrounds and we might not even communicate in the same languages at home but isn't all this just a small hiccup that can be overcome?

i'll let Kong sze min be my edward cullen..i am satisfied at this point..he can drain every drip of blood in me for all i care..haha..i know so cheesy kan?


i wish to draw this closeto him and show him how much i love him..





i wish that he'll look me in the eye ans tell me how important i am in his life..hold me tight and never let go..
with loads and heaps of love,
karlisyle lum..
p.s..your edward cullen might be just round the corner..it's the spirit of giving month so take note!