Wednesday, May 28, 2008

my day

first of all i would like to express my gratitude to all of you wbho had taken your time to wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY...i really appreciate it...didn't know there were actually SABS-ians who remeber me!!*hehehexx...joking ny*wish i could list out the names of thoes that wish me but too bad my migrain's starting to kill me so i have to make this quick...thanks so much for remembering my birthday people!thanks so much!!!!!!!


a very VERY BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW We shall proceed to the events of the day of my birthday!!i celebrated it with my minxx the whole day!*special thanks to my soon-to-be mum in law for buying me the cake and singing it to me...*



at BLACK CANYON....(new food store at E.C MALL-HALAL!)





MIN MINX drink...bluberry.........?but it roxx....yogurt blended too!


CHIANGMAI...............?lupa d...but it roxx...yogurt blended!my DRINK!
my FOOD...rice with chicken,prawn and chilli...kinda ice but i don't like it...seafood lovers this one is yours...kinda spicy!!!!
it is a CANDID SHOT!can't resist cause he look so adorable in the shirt i bought him for our anniversary!
min minxx food!he keep insisting it's NICE but i don't like it either...it's SPAGHETTI WITH seafood and hot bassil!he heartxx it so much that he insisted on eating eat again for dinner!*ish*


the before pictures
took all of the pictures below before we headed to E.C mall and indiana jones new movie...some shots for memories!
i love you so much b!hope there will be more happy times like this!love ya!!!!!!thanks so much for making my day!*if ya notice we were wearing the same shade of color shirt!!*

my birthday present from KERRYN!!i love it!thanks!
my birthday present from minxx!i been dying to have it!thanks!

p.s though i had a rough night after my celebration,overall i was really happy the whole day ....thank you b for making me feel so loved and special!!!
p.s again i BURNT MY HAIR when i blow my birthday cake!*yikes*
p.s again2 i cried the whole night to sleep and cried for an hour in the wee morning hours!hope things will get better between us!
until then,
with love,
karlisyle lum























Monday, May 26, 2008

a day away

a day away till i'll be 18

a day away till i can be in my minxx arms again

a day away till i'll be in kuantan again...

a day away i have to be separated from my twin jie jie...

a day away i'll be showered with princess treatments..

a day away i can finally be legal for much many things

a day away till i'll be home again..




p.s...i don' know why i still feel sad although i know that i'll be seeing ker soon...maybe just the thought of being alone at home...no more those times where i run into your room during thunder..*haish*

Thursday, May 22, 2008

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game is to be posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to do the tag.

LET the TAG begin........

What was I doing 10 years ago?
well i was 8 back then so i was still schooling and loving every second of my life as a kid!*was an innocent one!*


5 things on my to-do list today
-find ATC num and call miss Leong a.s.a.p(done!)
-find more info on automotive engineering(done!)
-Update blog(DONE!)
-watch AMERICAN IDOL FINALE(done!)
-find new blog skin for my baby bloggie here(undone!)


5 snacks I enjoy*an easy one!*cause i am a junkie head!*
-TGI fridays(cheese quesdilla)
-chocolates!!!(any kind ecept bitter ones!)
-Jelly kelapa
-sweets(any kind except mint!)
-chocolate chip cookies!!!


5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-DONATE 5million to the earthquake victims at CHINA and the cyclone victims at myanmar
-invest in the stock market and houses!
-buy a new VW car 4 me!
-start my own clothes and mag company
-SHOP SHOP SHOP for everything..(from clothes to gadgets!)


5 of my bad habits
-TALK too much
-talk too loud
-kuat merajuk
-too VAIN!
-NIBBLING MY NAILS WHEN I AM NERVOUS!


5 places I have lived
-a house at sri kuantan
-the house at KUBANG BUAYA Now
-the apartment at KL



5 jobs I've had
-FIRST JOB=salesgirl at daddy's shop
-salesgirl at PELI shoe shop
-cashier at MEN MEN bookstore
-auditor wingman at K.S LAM chatered accountant and co.
-salesgirl at YAHOO,LA FERI and PUSAKA
-helper at the RALPHA'S funfair
-typist at NESTLE company


5 people I tag
-SEE JU VIN
-annabeth lee
-caroline
-daniel oon
-calvin yong
-aimi


enjoy this one...it is just a short one!

signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

yey!!!!!!

finally AMERICAN IDOL has come to its wits end...and THANK god...LET ME say it out loud...THANK GOD!!!!!!my david cook won!!!!i seriously think that i have nothing else to do in my life until i watch AMERICAN idol this season..i never really was a fan of the show except that i love simon cow's FRANK-NESS and the hottie host,RYAN!!!!!!i am so glad it is over but at the same time i am sad because now wednesday and thursdays night will be a dreaded one! david archuleta...try harder in the future!you are FAMOUS enough d!!!!anyway GOOD JOB cutie boy!
and then there was one left!!!!!!DAVID COOK!!!!!i love you...you are such a hottie...can't wait till your album is out!CONGRATS!!

P.S...PHOTO COURTESY OF MY BESTIE FREN BEFFIE...*sorry but i malas wanna cari gambar!*

signing off with love,

karlisyle lum

Monday, May 19, 2008

1st breaktrough




waking up this morning was hard as i had to eat my flu pills yesterday because i am curently suffering fron common influenza...aargh...it sucks so much...when i woke up today i quickly check what time it was ...because i thought i had overslept...but THANK GOD i didn't...it was 9.05a.m...i saw on my handphone screen wrtitten,'TWO NEW MESSAGES'so i quickly open and one particular message made the sleppy grin on my face curve into a smile..it was from my minxx...as i was not feeling good yesterday i slept early so making me missing the oppportunity to celebrate the first minute of our 1 year anniversary with him...he was so understanding..he did not call me because he wanted me to rest enough...*so sweet*so yes i miss out on spending the 1st minute of our anniversary with him but at the end of theday...i know that it doesn't matter because i'll have more anniversaries to come with you and i'll always have you!



the first breaktrough...our first breaktrough...despite all those countless times i said that i hate you...and despite those times where i have been so immature and unreasonable.you stood by me and love...holding me on to you...never letting me go...thanks so much bb!i love you so much..i wish this love and bond we have is for eternity!


i love you so much KONG SZE MIN...i still remember the first time i look into your eyes...the first time you held my hand...the first you said i love you...the first time you told me how prety i was in your eyes...the first time you introduce me to your friends or better worse...your FAMILY..the first time we went travelling together...the first cuddle...the first kiss....whatever you do seems to made me happy and i'm glad to have been given a channce to be with you...


bb...i know that you won't be reading this but i just wanted the whole blog world to know that i am in love and the person i am deeply in love with is you!i wish that nothing is gonna break whatever we share...bb i am sorry for those endless torturing times where i was so hurtful..you know i never meant it...it is just my stupid moodswings!



anyway..HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU, KONG SZE MIN and to me!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU BB!



SIGNING OFF WITH MUCH ENTHUSIAM AND LOVE,

KARLISYLE LUM




Thursday, May 15, 2008

the time will come

first of all,i am so excited to say this out aloud in my BLOG!!i only have 3days of work left...4 actually if today's counted!yipeee!soon i'll be back to the on9 world and best of all i'll be getting my LAPPY soon!!!!!!*hopefully lar*


2nd...i won't be updating any sooner...because i wanna finish work dulu then i can focus 100% and not rush myself like a maddog!plus on monday i am entitled to my BEAUTY'S rest!and on monday itself will be my 1 year anniversary with my minxx!yupxx...finally a year!any suggestion on how i should celebrate it?*hehehexx*

3rd...i miss beffie!she message me saying she was HOME-SICK!well i wish that i can go GAMBANG and pay her a visit!*dear!be strong aitexx?i miss you!things will get better!i promise!*



okiexx...that is all for now!i am still waiting to get news on the PSD 9a's ABOVE scholarship!then ny i'll decide KDU or ATC!



What KARLISYLE Means
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.






signing off with love,
karlisyle lum



Sunday, May 11, 2008

sorrow

today's MOTHER'S DAY!i mean as usual i don't feel much excitement and i really don't feel like readin other blogs(esp ju and beth) because they have such a chun bond with their mom whereas i just have a hi-bye relationship with my mum...but we are trying our best to improve it though there is not much time left...anyway i decided to make her a card..*seriously what happen to me?*i changed so much this past few days!like i keep apologising,crying over lilttle things!haish...


the thought of beffie leaving tomorrow saddens me deeply!will miss her so much...grew together but at the end we still have to grow apart!*menyesal tak apply MATRIXX!*


ANYWAY DON'T FEEL LIKE SAYING MUCH ANYMORE...have to go work summore!dahlar my good friend yinn jeng off two days straight!*ish*

p.s HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mummy's esp MINE and minxx!


signing off with much love,
karlisyle lum

Friday, May 9, 2008

BFF=EAAL






best friends forever=ELIZABETH AMANDA ANNABETH LEE

Finally decided to blog about this...stupid me cried the whole night!being to sensitive...but maybe it's just that i been SUPER UBER moody emo lately..the main reason this baby blog of mine was created because of the word friendship...i really don't know whether i should blog about it but i think yes to clear the air between us...









if you guys have been loyal to this blog,u would have read the first blog of mine that was about the conflict i had in school...*i really don't want to inflict any1 aitexx?*there was one point of my life at school i almost felt like giving up on my entire life...i was brutally backstab...the worst kind of form of backstabbing because they had an after-school meeting to backstab me...the saddest part was when i found out that i had goodfriends in the meeting that actually join in...









okie enough of description d...it's the PAST!i really don't want to end up crying again!






from what happen...i learn a lot...i learn to not simply trust any1 even the friends you are good with...i learn to forgive!i also got a better friendship with my goodfriends after what happen!









i remember there was one particular message that came i that made me feel close to heart with her...she told me i could pour out my feelings to her but i naturally repelled her!because i couldn't trust anyone at that point!even my own twin...i was betrayed...i felt like he whole scholl hates me and every1 is thinking of me in a bad way!*paranoid!*there were actually a number of people that were constantly trying to reach me through my handphone...some even called kerryn...but there was 1 particular person i was sms-in with...i was crying the whole time...i told her i can't trust any1 and she told me she understood!she told me she will always be there for me...i told her that she must have hate me too and her reply really made me knew that she was none like the others!she replied that even if everybody pressures her about be-friending me or talk bad about me,she is old enough to judge people by her own...she said i am a great friend and she sees pass through my flaws!









i still did not want to trust her completely but after all she is my best friend...i been friends with her since kindergarden...been good friends with her since 10...i been best friends with her since 13...our friendship really grew phase to phase!although there were numerous times that i have abandon her for my boyfriends,i am constantly finding a way to keep in touch with her!i feel so caught in the between!i try to make both sides hapy and satisfied but i am always incapable of doing so!I STILL REMEBER that time when your mum called me at night telling me that she met with an accident..i cried instantly and i ran aroud the house like a worried sick person..the immediately i went to see her in the early of the morning...when i was there...u know hat her mum told me...the 1st thing she asked everybody when she was at the scene,she said find my phone...after that she said mummy tell KARLISYLE!so terharu!hehehhexx..
i dedicate this blog to her...






i just wanna say...






thousand of apologies to you!






i want you to know that even if we are going to be separated this may12...






i will remember you FOREVER AND AWAYS...






if fate is ours,we shall meet again and continue the journey of our friendship....






i heartxx ya(in a good way...no lesbian vibe)






SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYY



thanks a zillion for showing me he true meaning of friendship!you never once turn your back against me!thanks for putting up with me all this while...






like what u said in your blog...it's time to move on!hope that you will get a better BFF there(i highly doubt that)






*hehehehxx*i'm gonna miss you so much!take care aitexx...hope we can continue on our BFF quest!
DEAR,please here i will remeber you by RYAN CABRERA!I dedicate it to you so that everytime you hear the song then u will remeber me kay?muaxies!
signing off with much love,
karlisyle lum



























Wednesday, May 7, 2008

ranting yet again

i don't know why i had the urge to suddenly play the internet...today is or soon to be was my off day so i slept late yesterday watching NATIONAL TREASURE 2...*i know sudah lapuk but better late than never kan?*my minxx was suppose to teman me,ker and my mum but he fell asleep!can't blame him because working life is hectic,boring and tiring!so only 3 of us survived till 1a.m...thanks b for making an effort...so i wanted to crash in my bunk till noon but tak jadi because my biological clock woke me up at 9a.m...what the hell?haish...so i called my b and he asked whether i would love breakfast-in with the KONG'S...but i look like crap because baru bangun so malas lah!then he also didn't go...we watch RESIDENT EVIL...*i know lapuk but who cares?*then at 12.30pm left home to go EC mall...had breakfast + luch at the restaurant in the mall...HONG KONG tea and what d arh?but the food there is delicious but to0 bad is NON-HALAL...*sorry aimi!*suppose to y.c at midnight but aimi and beth FFK!no ler...they just had something else to do!hehehex..watch movie with my minxx again...watch ALIEN VS PREDATOR ii...was a nice movie again...ker is still not back from IRON MAN...after much hearing about the movie is a good one,she went to see for herself!my B went home already!daddy ask why so early...daddy hogging the TV...so i pun online...


daddy made me sad and annoyed!he ask me bout YES....i know again...bout when i am enrolling to college because he thinks that i tak nak stop work!it's not that i tak nak!aaaargh...so he ask me whether i'll do my best to get 4a's in my a-levels...and asked me not to fail again like spm...WTF??????????

10a's 1b is a fail?then what bout those that got less than me?so ANNOYING!!!!!!!aaargh...

whatever...so EC mall loo has improved!it actually has water pipes that are functioning...but for the rest nothing much...

got myself two tees and a slipper!

p.s my realtionship is going through a tough time!i am losing control!
my friendships are slipping away!
my life is almost screwed up!

a life that's not mine

i don't know why i straight away thought about this when i woke up...i had the silliest dream ever...i dreamt that i cheated on my minxx...i don't even know the guy in reality yet seen him before reality...it was like i created a guy...*own fantasy*this is due to excessive boy talk with yinn jeng...i'm always telling her about what kind of guys i like...so does she..but hey it is a secret between us kan yinn jeng?

sometimes waking up i feel the adrenaline rush to start my whole day because i know it will be an exciting one with my minxx around...but sometimes i feel like i need to be kick out of bed to just wake up...i sometimes feel like i am living a double life... one which i act so happy and energetic and so full of life in front of them...one where i go back home to my room alone wondering what did i ever do in life to deserve all this..

i have no one to turn to anymore...i can;'t take the risk of trusting new ones as i have been badly betrayed before...old ones are leaving...so i don't think i should bother them anymore...


why is it that i feel so lonely when i am never alone?


WHY???????????????????


SIGNING OFF WITH MUCH HURT,
KARLISYLE LUM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

clueless

waking up this morning i didn't feel like blogging or posting anything here...i am so clueless...oh ya i can't wait until i finish work!work is okay tapi bosan...ever since the EC mall has invaded KUANTAN...yes carol the mall is smaller than mega but then it has motre branded stuff so i guess it is okay!PADINI CONCEPT STORE was a dissapointment though...tak cukup barang but then VINCCI acessories were selling pumps for rm39 a pair...PINK one summore but too bad i can't strut in heels so i decided not to get it..oh ya since it's my birthday month,i get 30% off all normal price merchandised in PDI,PADINI,VINCCI,SEED,MIKI...so anyone wanna get anything,feel free to tell me and i'll borrow you my card!


i feel so down lately...just as i was telling myself that i'll soon be heading to college in june,my plans might be change again...mummy and daady said maybe it is KDU or MONASH now...it's not that i am complaining..i'm happy anywhere just as long not in TAYLORS!*no offense guys*but i think i am better off with new people and surroundings!can't risk losing our friendship twice!anyway i check my IPTA application just now and THANK GOD...i tak berjaya...but pity my parents!*haish!*


anyway what's up with this thing i read in the newspaper about all 9a's student will get a scholarship fron the govt?how does it work?when only it will be disahkan?aaaargh!!!!!!

but anyway i just can't wait till i finish work...sadly beffie is leaving on may12...

i find myself being so emo this few days...cause maybe finally it hit right in my heart that this is it...this is where we all say goodbyes's...after SPM,i never felt that it was a separation...just that we live our lives apart..but now it finally hit me...everyone's leaving and going...each heading to a different direction...the question is...will we end up meeting in the same road again?is it farewell forever between us?what ever is gonna happen to our friendship?will it still be this bitter sweet?will you remember me?i mean who are you to lie?we already watch with our eyes that it is almost impossible to remain close to one another once we are separated...

who would ever thought it would hurt so much?
they seem so happy together
are all those just lies or a mirror image of the true potrait?
how can something so sweet be so bitter..
how can LOVE somehow be associated with hatred?
why does they always have to end up with a fight?
if loving hurt that much,why carry on?
they seem so perfect in the eye but is it really that way deep inside?
will those hurt,sadness and tears all be gone when u chuck then away?
is it really that simple to solve something so serious?
he say,she say..."I LOVE YOU"endless times
do they really mean it or are they just abusing the word LOVE?
why does she cry herself to sleep?
why does she feel so tortured and suffocated when he is around?
is it the end?
why can't they just end it?
end the root to all this unhappiness?
because behind those lies,they are still happiness burried underneath..
because no matter how many times they both hurt one another,they can't let go...
why something so beautiful can be that ugly?
why cry and laugh at once?


anyway i am ranting about my feelings...have no one to talk to...my minxx has his own masalah so why should i burden him?why give him extar dose of pain kan?


signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

Thursday, May 1, 2008

exhausted but yet energetic

i am sitting in front of my laptop with wet hair as i have just took my bath...just came back from SUNGAI LEMBING..i had sudden cravings of yong tau foo so i persuaded my parents for 3 days about going sg.lembing on labour day...yes i took off on labour day...some of you might think it's dumb cause if i work then i'll get paid double but well..after i started work,i barely converse with my family members alraedy as i am often exhausted when i come back from work...oh ya i watch IRONMAN already!on the day of the show premiere!i watch it on the first day!the cinema was 97% fullhouse!it is a nice movie though...lots of action!something like TRANSFORMERS!but my minxx keep insisting that IRONMAN is better and he is aking me to watch it again with him!it is a good movie...if possible,catch it at the movie theathre aitex?for better sound system!plus to wait for the CLEAR version of the DVD will be too awfully long to wait..i catch a late movie at 10.20pm and return home at 12.38pm...then wash up and everything slept at 1 am plus and woke up at 6.45am..i know for some of you it is okay but i need my beauty rest!7-8hours!cause i seriously hate eye bags!

anyway i gtg now!before i catch a cold with my wet hair plus need to get ready to go to the NEW mall!i miss my beffie so much!wish you could go with us!*huhuhux*aimi,ju vin,minxx,ker,me,selvan will be going there!oh ya ELTON pun!*haish*


until then,
signing off with love,
karlisyle lum


P.S...I SO WISH THAT i could stop work already!but i need the cash to makeover my wadrobe*as if i don't have one already!*hehehe*