Friday, March 28, 2008

new photoshoped pics






there should have been more but i am quite in hurry now as i have to fetch minxx to go get dvd's!rent dvd for kl....
signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

a memorial POST for my baby pinky..

has been with me for almost two years...date of death:25.03.2008
it was atacked by some virus*still unknown*it has done good service to me...
i dearli missed it...

i know this post kinda melebih-lebih but as for you guys yang taktau me...i memang suka EMO-lebih2...

i dedicate this post to baby pinky*yes that is my thumbdrive NAME!*SO ADVICE TO YOU PEOPLE:BUY pendrive don't buy thumbdrive cause it is not as resistant as pendrive to virus!*huhuxx*

insomnia anyone?

it's funny that it seems that i been on9-in on odd hours...8am in the morning where most people at college are rushing to class and some people still snoozing around...i am truly having sleepin problems which is the results of my grouchiness...i am often a victim of fatique...aargh...somebody help me!what is it did i did i wronged 7am?it keeps on revenging on me by naturally waking me up at 7am...it has been constant ONE WEEK!my biological clock went BONKERS i guess..


so i am not really in the mood to go further bout my sleeping problems because when i woke up this morning,my dear twin told me that JPA scholarship results are out...*shortlisted people for the interview*things couldn't have gotten worse to improve my mood when what i expected really came TRUE..yes i did not even get shortlisted..i have expected because i only have 7a1's...darn what is the diffrence?at least i got 10a's kan?maybe cause of my one stupid B i got rejected straight...now the whole world can LAUGH at me...selvan surely have gotten it...JU VIN and KERRYN gotten it...so it's down to me only not getting it...somehow i expected it but why can't i help feeling annoyed?agitated?pissed?sad?dissapointed?


AAARGHHH...couldn't careless anymore..all i can do is *wish you guys that gotten shorlisted ALL THE BEST for the interview!*and as for me..*don't wory still got other schlarship!paling teruk pun stay f6 je!*

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

my honeymoon is about to come to an end!

i get it...all of my friends have pointed out the fact..
it's true...
i ain't denying...
i am always with my minxx..
like just the past couple of days...
we watch movies at 12.10pm..
so early kan?
we watch 10,ooo B.C(Yes i have actualy gotten the title right..no more 1000 B.C for me)on monday
The spiderwick chronicles on TUESDAY..
we catch the earliest movie viewing because we got nothing better to do...
*haahaha*
so next week...
i am going to start working at MEGA...
changing partners now...
going to be with my best friend pulak...
so please come and langgani me so that i can get more commission!
*thanks*

oh ya...not really in the mood to blog today..maybe tomorrow...
i been having zzzz problems again...
having a hard time sleepin but waking up to the slightest sound i can hear...

aargh..

p.s going to kl this FRIDAY to SUNDAY...daddy and momy wanna check the apartment...yey finally min minxx and me can be officially together in the apartment!

*will update soon more INTERESTINGLY..that i promise you!*


signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

yet another TAG!beffie tagged me!

1.Have you given your first kiss away?i definitely gave away mine already but just to clear the air...*i did not gave it away to e way aitexx*


2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?1st : I'm gonna bring ANNABETH. cause whenever both of us are together i won't get to finish gossipin with her!lol :p2nd: Kerryn :) She is my twin sis after all s maybe the power of us TWINS will form a miracle to get our ASS-Es of that island.. :P3rd:hard one..i can't decide between caroline or ju in...if ibring ju vin,then we will be fighting bfor food most of the time!*hahaha aku kan setaraf with her appetite d!*caroline will be whinning most of the time bout getting dark and missing her boo which will be what i'll be whinning about too so it'll be annoying to havethe two of us whinning!...i can't decide...you guys decide yourself..siapa nak ikut aku!*hehehe*


3.where is the place that you want to go the most?i really can't decide on this idea but i think i ave to go with NEW YORK...wanna see how the fashion runways works there...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?To live a GLAMOROUS life...to be rich and able to attend red carpet events!i love being able to buy dresses/gowns to dress up..*glitz and glam!*


5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?i mean even in our bed time faiy tales we have been told kan?so apa salahnyer to believe kan?but i don't belive that there is a pot of GOLD at the end of the rainbow*wakkakax*


6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?i would have to say MYSELF?i mean i'm afraid that when i go somewhere new wih new people i have no GUTS to be mysel as in KARLISYLE...and of course my min minxx!

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?of course what i want to do with it is different from what i would do lar!i WANT to splurge it on clohes.acessories and buy cars and houses!biut what i would do id definitely invest 800k by buying houses in parts of the world that i like and 200k shop till have to buy a big anglo just to store my stuff!and i want the FRIGGIN LV-multicolor handag that my future mother in law has!


8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?I talk alot and i spaek my mind very often but when it comes to confessing...i am as quiet as a mice!i won't even dare to eye-contact...i'll jst give him a warm smile and wait for him to bertindak!unless the some1 i love is aleady my boyfriend then i'll un into his ams and tell him i miss him and love him..


9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.ANNABETH LEE!. MY ALMOST 5 years BEST FRIEND!sice form1!a very amazingly good SECRET-KEEPER!2.very popular..-not only with guys but among girls cause all pun want a iece of her as their best riend!3.VAIN-POT!suka panadang mirror!mirror pecah pun still will lookk into the pieces of he broken mirror to check on how she looks!


10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?the main one is LOVING me more that i LOVE him...it's always better to have the guy love you more!TRUST!i hate guys that go snooping behind my back or gets so freaking possesive like they OWN me..*no one owns anyone aitex!*RELIABLE!always there when i need him!

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?Well, since i was brought the christian-way i am not suppose to HATE but then i can avoid it!i am only HUMAN!I truly truly hate PEOPLE who misunderstands me and not giving me a chance to explain!*judging me without even knowing me...wtf?!*i hate people that love COMPARING!i hate parents that are never fair to their chiren*i am one of the children that suffers from this case!my mom~*


12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug?or kisses?*muackxx*hurmxx..AGAIN?why keep asking bout this?i can't decide...i like hugs but then my one of my weakest spot is when my guy kisses me on my forehead..*i know weird kan tapi i think it's s sweet!*

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?Haha for this question..the answer is it depends!if i am in a GOOD mood then point it out and i'll point out even more of yours...if i bad mood then u better DAMN RIGHT jus shut that mouth of yours because if u point out...aargh...i'll CURSE you!

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?EVERYTHING?because i believe that every single even the tinniest thing in life plays it own INMPORANT part!

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?LOLZ...orang bodoh pun akan tahu JAWAPAN nie!yes i am a FRIGGING SHOPAHOLIC!i shop al the time!in kl,EVERY SINGLE DAY...i buy evrthing in excess...like when i'm into that style then i'll buy alot of it.like ballerina flats?i own bout 20+ pairs!

6. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?i have my new baby NOKIA EXPRESS MUSIC,my ZEN mp3 amd soon to be mine is my baby pink lappy!i sayang all tapi my phone lar for now!

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?My BAD-TEMPEREDNESS...i mean everyone that i loe has SUFFER from it!*sorry people*

18. What makes you feel disappointed?not getting everyone that i want...yes i am a spoitlbrat..whatever i want i have to get...*goes the same with my guys!i want it i'll get it!*

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?a litle peak won't harm me!i don't want to know everything butjust want to see what i'll be working as in the future so that i don't have to be so lost now!

20.what is OFTEN the escription given to me by my buddies?BISING AND LOUD!PETITE!SHORT!

I tagged:
EVERYONE THAT wants to do these..oh ya...
three people ny i wanna tagged:
1.gervenne
2.pao suen
3.naomi(though ur random but i welcome you to my blog!oh ya i can't open your blog lar!but thanks for the advice!)

Sunday, March 23, 2008

too SERIOUS too soon?

writing or *oops*should i say typing the title made me start humming the GARRETH GATES song...*i know lar old school!*

so before i am drawn to the other side of the world to blog as my title stated..

1stly...

i am so HAAAAAAPPPPPYYYY that carol puji-ed my header(finally my sifu bagi good comment means i dah improve!yey!)

2nd....

i am so GGGGLLLAAADDD that aimi and beth said that i am not fat and beth even commented that i'm petite!another yey!

3rd....

i am so MIIIISSSSIIINNGGG my minxx right now!


okiexx...


time to be SUCK into the other side of my world...

i been thinking lately....

in the next 15 years or probally 20 years?when i have kids...

should i allow them to start dating at young age?

hurmxx...

it took me some time...*actually lama jugak lar*

so at the end..i decided...


i have no answer for it...*wakakaka*i know...lame kan aku nie?

PN.nyon has commented on me being CRAZZY in love with my boyfriend.

it has set me thinking isit true because i don't notice it..

i mean i TRULLY DEEPLY love him..

that is why i like being around him...

so what's wrong with it?

it seems because i never set time apart for my friends.

okiexx that is SO TRUEEE but come on lah..

not like i didn't make an effort...

i'm tryin people...

aargh...

so the other day my cousin sister commented that she is LONELY...

because all of her friends have steady partners already...

but the after a while she said...

got steady partners pun not really that a good thing because all her friends that got FULL scholarship or a cance to go OVERSEAS and further studies all decided to stay back due to not wanting a long distance relationship...


aaargh...


so it set me to thinking again what if i was put to that position?


will ilet go of such a good opportunity that can help me get a better future or will i choose to be less selfish and stay with him?

leave im astray or get left behind?


that is why i felt like i need to voive this topic out..

to you people with no boyfriends yet*you know who you are*

don't rush...

especially if it means that u are only going to be with the guy for the matter of 3 months before u sleave to further your studies...

trust me...

there's no need to rush..

the right one will come in its own right time..


truthfuy i have not tasted single life since i was form 2...which means 14 years old...

i jumped from one relationship to another because the stupid me...thought that single-life will kill me...

no...i went through 3months being partially single and to be honest..i enjoyed it..


i mean i love being around him and i love him....

i ove the fact 'll always have someone that loves me as much as i love him...

i love the fact there is always someone there...

but again...


maybe sometimes it's not that beneficial to get o serious too soon...

me and kong?already going to be a year together...

let's only hope things will brighteb up for us aitexx...and also to al of us with boyfriends and girlfriends...

signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

Friday, March 21, 2008

RUNNING OUT OF TIME

daddy's been asking me OVER and OVER again the same question...

i asked him to shut up....

*sorry daddy but i'm already so tense up*

so as i was sayin...

i'm not that RAJIN to fill in my scholarship applicatio forms because of my 7a1's instead of mt 8a1's...

seriously i think that i am cursed with the 8a1's curse...

every scholarship application i check out surely has to go against me with the minimum requirement of 8a1's...

*haish*

i find myself being more and more lazy...

i don't want to work..

but my minxx wanna work so badly...

so i guess i'll just teman and try looking for jobs?

i find myself not aking care of myself..

i am facing seroius major bleeding everytime i pass motion

*i know disgusting right?*

so my parents are nagging me all the time bout my bad eating habit which eventually jagkit to my minxx...

i am forced to eat more now or i'll end up with colon cancer...

but thefunny thing is i ate alot this week and i have not put on a single kg...

i might even lose one...

*wakakaka*

but still that fact doesn't mean i can eat more...

cause i'm ANOREXIC i think?

people keep telling me i'm PETITE enough but i still think 'm FAT!

aargh..

i'm so tense up...


i just want to get into a frigging college soon and start anew!

but daddy thinks i should stay form6..

haish...


until i sign in again,

i'm signing off with love,

karlisyle lum

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

leaving again

























aargh...aargh...










it's so weird that i keep aargh-ing this past few days...










but yes...sad but true..today mac19 2008..2 of my good friends are leaving for kuantan...










now it is only down to me,annabeth,kerryn,selvan and minxx in kuantan...










i mean for our lepak gang...















carolx and ju vin...i am truly jealous!










i am stuck here again and my mum is pushing me to work again...










aaaaargh.........










ok enough of the emo-ing..










there are some snapshots i took while i was in SEGAMAT with my minxx above of all my emo-ness...of course i photoshop some already..








signing off with love,




karlisyle lum








































Monday, March 17, 2008

so much to do yet so lil time

to the people that actually care bout readin my junkies here..

i am so sorry that i won't be updating for some time...

i have a new baby d...

nokia5610 xpress msic..

so far i'm satisfied with it..

the functions are so intersting...

the color even lagi chun...

i mean come on...

the nokia hp i'm using clour layout is 16 MILLION tft...

i am not lying...

hahahxx...

klar...

until i have the time...

don't forget me and do miss me ya1

tataxx

Friday, March 14, 2008

i SENDIRI tag myself from gervenne

Real name: KARLISYLE LUM ERN AI...

Nickname: kar,karly,karlai,baby sayang,miss pinky,dear,ern ai..(that's all i think)

Married: hopefully i'll be married to him in the future!

Male/Female: Female.(i am one proud female because we have more clothes options!)

High school: sultan abu bakar igh school

College: *chuckles*if only i'll get to go into one...

Short or long hair: Long and i can only wish for it to be LONGER somemore!

Are u a healthy freak: i guess cause i try to balnce my carbs,protein,fibre and sugar intake..(
GOD i am really obssesed huh?)

Height: 150 cm.(iam short and petite!loving it!)

Do u have a crush on someone?: nate from GOSSIP GIRL..

Do u like yourself: i love me!

Piercings: 4.two on each side of my ears..i want one on my nose...

Righty of lefty: Righty.

First....Surgery: had a minor surgery to remove my CORN in my right foot
Piercing: age 14
Person u see in the morning: it changes everyday!either mum,dad,ker,minxx or kat or
kirst?
Award: right now i can't remember any...
Sport u join: me with sports?haha..erm walking around the mall window shopping is
what i do 4 sports
Pet: my late pet BUBBLES(family pet though)tippy(tortoise was my 1st personal pet)
Vacation: australia
Concert: PLANETSHAKERS...
First crush: a guy in tadika which i meet up in sabs..CHONG YONG LIANG or was it
the boy i went on tour with?i can't really remember lar!

Currently...Eating: TGI fridays chips(though i'm DIETIN but i have to eat it almost
2 weeks once)
Drinking: Plain water.
I'm about to: go eat my oats for breakfast


Your future...Want kids: i guess so...i want two..aboy and girl(perfect pair)
Want to get married: for now of course but in the future depends whether i'll be
to love and be love
Careers in mind: Law or mass comm?as long as it involves talking!


Which is better?Lips or eyes?: i guess both?i mean lips for my kissing satisfaction and eyes
for my staring satisfaction?*i mean this is a tough one!i can't
decide!
Hugs or kisses: again...BOTH...i mean his hugs to make me feel secure and
to make sure i know i am loved by him
Shorter or taller?: Taller definitely!not so tall if not hard to muackxx!
Romantic or spontaneous: A balance of both.can be able to give me romantic
suprises
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive but not OVERLY sensitive...
Troublemaker or hesitant?: troublemaker but not those serious trouble..just as
long he cleans up the mess and fuss he made!

Have u ever....Kissed a stranger?: nope...not that i remember of anyway..
Drank bubbles: yes...
Lost glasses/contacts: does shades count?i bought one and left it on the counter on
same day and i couldn't find it when i return there
Ran away from home: never had the guts but i have attempted thrice. but daddy
consoled me...
Liked someone younger: Yes but not in the romantic way...
Liked someone older: yes...plenty of them...
Broke someone's heart: unfortunately YES but i broke my heart too at the same
time
Been arrested: *hahaha*maybe in the future for being too in love all the time?
Cried when someone died: always does for people i know but the worst was when
grandmother and amirul's father


Do u believe in...Yourself: ocassionally because sometimes i feel that i as myself is my
WORST enemy and nightmare
Miracles: ocassionally i guess?i don't really get miracles to happen to me
Heaven: of course...only for those that have been good
Santa Claus: yes..but i know daddy is the SANTA..
magic:: Not really but i like seeing the tricks though
Angels: yes..pretty angels and eveil angels of death


Answer truthfully..Is there someone u want to be with right now?:yes..my boyfriend KONG
though he's next to me
right now!

Do u believe in God?: Yes. but i just don't believe in set of rules teaching me
how to live my life!




i TAGGED(must layan my tag wan ark!):

  • annabeth
  • see ju vin
  • caroline
  • kerryn
  • kerina
  • aimi nadhira


Thursday, March 13, 2008

never enough

just typing the word enough made me remember the past...

the word ENOUGH seems to not be in my dictionary...

somehow i just never can't get enough of anything...

as most of all of u know...

i knew my SPM results earlier...

i knew i have gotten 10a's and 1b...

just that i didn't know how many a1's and a2's and what subject i have goten b...

so on the morning of the results departure or should i just say in easy english the morning of anxiety .........

i was one of the last that actually line up to take my results because i knew that once i have taken my results,people will be going around asking how did i do...

so i was one of the last to take(you know lar when everybody was busy boasting around)...

i expected my b to be my biology because i left the hall half an hour earlier during the exam due to my lack of profession or what do i say...erm LOVE or INTERST for bio...but to my horror it was my PHYSICS that have goten a b...

and i went hysterical when i saw my GCE O-LEVELS english results got a FRIGGIN B3...damn it...

i was like what the hell then i went on and upgrade my BENNGGANG-NESS with my high pitch scream...

i mean come on...

i was always one of the top 10 best students in class for english...

for GOD sake's i can speak damn GOOD english...

i don't have to chinese slang or those weird slang...

i usually aced my bi essay papers...

aargh...

no one can understand how frustrating i felt...

to make matters worse when i came home,my mum told me i couldn't apply for BANK NEGARA because i have 7a1's ONLY and i needed 8a1's to qualify...

earlier before i return home,ju vin told me that i can get cash(ka-ching) from maybank because i had 10a's...

i cheered up a little...

at night ju vin broke the bad news to me that i needed 8a1's minimum!

aargh...

what is it with me and the 8a1's...

why am i being tested like that?

i don't get it...

no rm500...mo bank negara-law scholarship!!!!!!!!!!!!

people...don't ask me why am i so frustrated...

i mean come on....i1 more friggin a1 and i'll get all the privilleges...

u know...i'm going to try to apply to upgrade my a2 moral to a1...

i doubt that there will be any changes...

u wanna know why?

because i for one am never lucky...

i have to work hard to get good things in life...

bolehlar cakap yang i ni sial dalam luck...

haish...

anyway i am full of bitterness...hurt...

people please pray that i'll get to study law!please and that maybe my results will be upgraded?

thanks!





signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

nothing...na da...

i am currently log in but i really don't have a single inspiration to blog...


to ju:my results ok je lah...

to emily:what's your blog add?hey i am 150 cm...oh ya being short is definitely okay!

to aimi and annabeth:why so quiet d?miss you guys lar...bila wanna go out again?

Monday, March 10, 2008

good things come in small packages



i really don't know what drive me into blogging about this...
i guess all i want to do is scream my lungs out bout how i feel...
no matter how far i have tried to push the thought on my results,it always comes into my mind...
so i just wanted to distract myself i guess..
*note to people without facebook...please play it!it's much more intersting than friendster and especially MYSPACE!IT is not that complicated...mula2 yalar biut after dah belajar it is ok actually*

s0 back to the title of my blog...
the main reason i am blogging...

last week...ok make it 2weeks if u like...
i went to pay a frigging parking ticket denda at the MPK...
it was my unlucky day because the lady before was there complaining about the MPK so when it was finally my turn,their mood wasworst than my pms-in mood..
so i tried to be friendly and smile at them,instead they screwed me bout forgetting the exact date of my fine ticket...
what the hell?
at least i was making an effort to pay them the denda kan?
but i still smile and told them i'm sorry(i must have been possesed or something)
so as one of the workers when to find the fine,i sat there waiting...
this guy...a worker there ask his clique,"budak kecil tu buat apa kat sini?"
i was like what the hell when i saw him looking at me while asking that
so i made a point to clear to him that i am FRIGGING 18 and i have a driver license...
he blushed and ask me bout where i was educated and whether i was still studying..
after that we reamin silent a while...
then i start noticing a pair of eyes looking at me flirtateously...
YUCK!the same guy who thought i was a BUDAK tried to flirt with me...YUCK!*it sent shivers down my spine*
so my point is...
it's a god thing i am petite because people still thinks i'm young but at the same point...
aargh...it's annoying!!!!!!!!!!!
as i doubt any of you have not figured out that my best friend is one of the most popular girls in school...
though i know mostly everyone at school,i am known for my skill bercakap cause i boleh dikira sociable lar..*kar perasan*
growing up with her in high school wasn't easy but i did loved every second of it with her...
i was fat befoe petite...
real fat...
like nearly 77kg at the height of 147cm?
hahaha...
so i shed off the fats in form2...
that's when guys actually start to notice me...
hahaha..
i guess what i'm trying to say is...
i as grew up with her...in fact not only her but the rest of my gang...people tend to not like me...
one because my best friend is a mix which make her look unique and orang-putih so it's rare in MALYSIA...
two:because i was SHORT!(ou might not believe this but hell yeah i have been getting this remark:"haish...pretty and cute but so short...wasted lar if not i kau her!wakakaka..)
note to you guys that said that*it's your lost!*
i mean come on lar..
you might think that i am perasan but i am hell not!
it's just that why people always turn away cause i'm short?
is being SHORT a sin?
i really don't think so...
so i for one would like to stand up to u bitches or fu**ers that being short has nothing wrong?
in fact being short is not a flaw but a flair...
*toot* you people who thinks we short people can't be hot or pretty or sexy!
doesn't mean we are only cte or your prefered choice-ke ai

don't underestimate we short people!bluekxx..




signing off with love,
karlisyle lum

results..

election results...spm results...
why isn't there anything that seems to be the hot topic...
why these two topic?
i have not been thinking ps SPM results at all(unlike my twin sis)
she work real hard for it so i won't be suprise if she got 10 a1's...
so the real deal is...
like what ju vin says...why make a big fuss out of this three letter words results?
i really don't get it...
it doesn't mean i don't score 11a1's means i am dumb...
i might even be smarter than those frigging book-study nerds...
i mean street smart is definitely more important than just being academicly smart right?
but why can't it get to people thick skull?
it's not that a big deal kan?
i won't die right?
but why am feeling so sad?
ok..
the truth is...
i might have known my results...
at 7.20 plus my mom called and told me what her friend sms-ed her bout my results...
yes i know that i am not suppose to know my results not until 2days more but i am one hell of a lucky devil...
50%i hope that what mumx friend sms-ed is correct but on the other hand i wish that i will get better results...
aargh...
maybe GOD's not siding me either...
i am totally not SATISFIED with the election results too...
even how much i sayang aimi,i am going to disagree with her...
Pak Lah should be given one more chance..
give him another 4years and he'll work wonders with MALAYSIA...
i truly believe that...
no doubt i am not going to deny that dr MAHATHIR was one of the best PM that has brought multi-progression to MALAYSIA but why do we have to compare them?
PAK LAH is PAK LAH...
MAHATHIR IS MAHATHIR...
don't compare them...in fact NEVER compare anyone...
though the election results might not side PAK LAH but we for one should not look at the NEGATIVE side...
this only means MALAYSIA is practicing their rights to deny the GOVERNMENT...
the government will learn and improve...
PAK LAH will too...
just give him a chance to change your perspective on him...
we as MALAYSIANS believe in the quote"MALAYSIA boleh!"
so PAK LAH is a MALAYSIAN so i truly believe he can do it...
just put faith...
don't push him to one end of the wall and leave him with no choice aite?
*i don't know why i am so passionate bout politics but i don't know but something in me knows that PAK LAH is a good guy...
he is clearly misunderstood by his good works...

*sorry to the people who disagrees with me but i am just practicing my rights to speak my mind!*

Friday, March 7, 2008

new edited pics again!




















blank...bored..ZZZZ

don't know what made me think of that stupid lame title...

got nothing to blog for now i guess...

will be updating soon i promise...

oh ya...my best friend beffie is really ok d...

sh's having a THANKSGIVING dinner tonight at her place...

can't wait...

hope that i get to take lotxx of memoirs v her in picture form lar...

will update on how it go...

maybe i'll outbeat ju vin makan again?

wakakakz...

klar...

until then take care people...

with love,
karlisyle lum

my 2nd taggy(yey) by my bestie fren beffie

MY MR. RIGHT IS SOMEONE WHO...


  • goes by the name KONG SzE MIN(or at least i hope he is)
  • loves me for who i am-INSIDE OUT
  • never backs out on me(i can always COUNT ON HIM)
  • is SUPER-ROMANTIC(i don't mind shakespere romantic)
  • IS settled with his life(a guy with a good career is sexy!it only means he can afford my daily shopping spree)
  • never fails to make me have tears of joy and sadness(i mean after ll he is the only one worth ofd my tears)
  • is outgoing(has to love and appreciate my friends like i do)
  • pampers me like i am his baby girl and one and only PRINCESS(I MEMANG SUPER-ASS MANJA!)
  • SINGS TO ME WHEN i feel down(though he sounds like a frog tapi at least he IKHLAS)
  • PLAYS the FREAKING piano(it is so sexy u know....*haisd karlisyle's day dreaming already)
  • tries to bring out the best in me and not try to change me!
  • can be my CRYING shoulder
  • is not FAT!(hey i am not trying to be MEAN but excessive meat on a body TURNS me OFF!)
  • WHO speaks his mind
  • who is not older than me more than 3years
  • can be my loyal companion
  • can be my BESTFRIEND
  • IS NOT AFRAID TO DISPLAY his affection to others(i love PDA'S)
  • never fails TO say I LOVE YOU to me before tucking me to bed
  • who makes me feel small and safe
  • Who kisses me on the forehead before going anywhere
  • who still loves me when i look at my worst
  • tolerates my UNREASONABLE moodswings
  • knows how to treat me well on bed?(wakakakax banyak hormones..*chuckles*)
  • is not afraid to open up to my parents and family
  • accepts my past
  • don't brings up the past when we are at war
  • who knows when to just be there and hug me without saying a word
  • who holds me tight and never let go
  • appreciates all the time we have like there's no tomorrow
  • last but not least who is GOOD-LOOKING(he don't have to e mr world but just have looks so that i won;t have a hard time looking at him...but then again love is blind!once in love,d guy magically changes to be a prince charming in ur eyes)
  • wakakak...it just gets more addictive as i write...

    the funny thing is as i write...i realise that i might have found my mr.right...he may not be 100% of whatr i wanst or fantasize about but again...who is perfect right?

    special thanks to my bestfriend who TAGGED me!

    hope u guys will enjoy this one!

    Wednesday, March 5, 2008

    random

    i had full inspiration to blog yesterday tapi my mum didn't bring back the laptop..

    aargh...yes i still don't own my own laptop like my other elder sisters or in fact my BEST friend annabeth or GOODIE friend see ju vin...*aargh*

    *benggang-ness

    yes ju vin...i ate a lot that night!*chuckles*

    i eat whwn i'm hungry..

    that's how i live life for now lar...

    when m inxx come back,i'm sure to be fat wan...

    that fella takkan lepaskan me...

    aihxx...

    oh ya...


    i really want to take the opportunity to thank GOD... that i still have a best friend today...

    in fact my bestest (though bestest don't exist in english) friend...

    se survived a TRAGIC ACCIDENT...

    it only made me realise that i have two ways...

    sama ada cut all connection with my loved ones to prevent getting hurt when they are hurt or appreciate them even more...

    i chose the 1st option and did it on minxx...

    ohmygod...

    little did i know he started crying and pujuking me not to break up...

    guess what?


    the whole KEM CAMANG bentong who initially thought i was so loving for suprising him during VALENTINE'S...

    think i'm crazy...

    aargh....


    how could they right?

    i am going through am AMAZINGLY tough phase of my life...

    this when again i'm left with no choice but to let them think of me on my negative side...

    i'm always misunderstood...

    if you know me very well...

    if you have gone through with me in life...

    u will know what i am trying to say here...

    truthfully i admit that there are plenty of people out there who begrudge me...

    it is because i am ALWAYS...CONSTANTLY misunderstood...

    from my good friend, le june(but we already patch things up!) to people like the auntie that i known for only 1day?

    the list goes on...hare.mishand,dinish,teachers...blabla...banyak lagi...

    all cause i never had the chance to explain myself...

    aihx...

    but i biasa already...

    learning how to live life with people not giving a me a chance and always making their own conclusions..

    at least i know one thing...

    when i went through it...

    i had a series of people at my back..

    the people that never once misunderstood nor turn their back against me when the whole world did was amirul(my back then boyfriend,my one and only best friend,annabeth lee and my now boyfriend kong sze min)

    thank you so much...

    i don't know hat i'll do without you guys..

    hey that doesn't mean i tak sayang my goodie friends who there for me the other times...

    special thanks to my closest goodie friend SEE JU vin...

    was my loyal companion...

    i really wish you don't have to leave us at KUANTAN so fast...