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I have decided To move to a happier place..
DO RE-Link me please!do not abandon me..wtf!:)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Posted by karlisyle at 3:49 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Today's been a Good day..thank God!haha..because i saw my Bf in New Moon.
This will just be a short update..juts got back from having Jap dinner which was Awesome!:)had dinner with the Cullens(OK scratch that..in my dreams)had it with the kongs..haha..it proves to show that having kids during dinner in a restaurant can be a task!haha:)
Fyi,I SAW new moon today!Edward Cullen is still so hot!
i sort of pissed BB off by whinning about wanting to go HK disneyland..haha..Duh,Mickey is my second Love affair in my life..haha..ok maybe im being a lil dramatic!:)
to Beffie,it's not that i don't want to be back but i am happy here in KL..i dON'T WANT TO GO BACK AND caused trouble to u know who..hehe.things are fine like that when im not around that person!u come kl..stay with me a day or two la!hehe..:)i Missie u!
OK I'M SIGNING OFF now..*crosses fingers that i'll be able to got HK disneyland soon!*
oh,did i mention i saw my Bf eDWARD Cullen today?ok this is starting to scare u..i sont know why i have this sudden love sick on a celebrity..this is not good..time to grow up Kar!or some might say Kar Kar..haha..
Posted by karlisyle at 10:08 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
A dedication Post to Those that Play a Huge part in my life..
to the rest of you that arent mention.i still love you guys too k!hehe:)
**To my college mates that made the more interesting..(sorry but i dont seem to have pic of u guys in my lappy yet!hehe)
Terence,kavitha,Siew fan and Genise To name a few..thanks for being so nice to me!hehe..though we only known for a year now but i'm glad we had the chance to be friends!
Terence,thanks for always being there especially when things was really bad!you stood by me and those random SMS i send to u!thanks so much!lovie ya!
**THE newest addition to my fam!:)hehe..thanks you guys for making my life in KL a better one!:)You guys always make me smile and sorry for all the akward moments i have caused!thanks for making me open to new things!hehe...like daytona,Left4dead..and thanks for always tolerating me being fussy!:)thanks for taking care of me like a baby sis!haha
** BB,kONG sze min..:)You are my definition of LOve..haha..damn cheesy..but i cant find any non cheesy way of doing these..:p
BB i love YOU MORE THAN Anything in this world..you made me understand the meaning of two is better than one..thanks for always loving me and caring for me..u do a good job taking care of me..you made me a better person..you are the reason why i have the courage to fight the battles of the world..hehe..:)
i'm sorry for always having doubts about our realationship..thanks for never leaving me although there were moments i almost have wronged you..thanks for always catching me and picking me up whenever pieces of me crumble.I hope that we can be like this Forever through the good and bad times!i Love you,BB!:)Hopefully,we'll make it to 3 years!:)
**Kerryn my twin sis..i always deny that i catre and i dont show show u how i feel often because im just shy..haha..you know i <3 u dont you?well,you have been the best to me in the fam all this years..you understand me and everytime something bad happens to me,you were always there to be my crying shoulder..you see me suffer all this years and you atre the only 1 that truly understands my pain..thanks so much fopr being my own personal diary!thanks for hearing me out!
i'll never forget all the good memories we had..we aer connected somehow..maybe cause we have been sharing everything even when we were in mummy's stomach!:) sorry for always being the tougher one and bully u!hehe..im sorry for being such an arse sometimes but thanks for accompanying me!you said that we have distant since coming to KL but i feel it's the other day round!i feel so much closer to u although we seee each other less!i'm glad that i have a twin Jie like u!:)couldnt have ask for a better one!
**Beffie dear!we have been Friends for almost 13 years,BFF for 6 years..you are like a sister to me and you know how much i treasure you..im willing to fight with anyone incl capik for u!hahaha..ok not to that extent..too lesbo vibey~:)
well there's so much to be said to u..but i have to start 1st with a Big THANK you..
when no one believe the good in me,you were there..thanks for never judging me and caring for me.Even though i abandon you during F2 for my BF you were there..remember the after school talks on the phone?we can gayut for hours and hours..sometimes till ur dad balik and then tiba2 u'll get akward on the phone?haha:)i miss all those good 'OL times..we were so young and innocent..i remember how u always had so much boy trouble..and how when i was Fat in F1,you were always being so nice lying to me that maybe my crush would like me back just to make me smile!:)
I remember Pn.Sharmala always said that we two were like siamese twins cause we cant be apart.though the last few years in high school,our friendhip suffred alil but im glad that we got so close when we both started college..
i love you and i know u love me..:p..thanks for always being there!you are the closest anyone has ever gotten with me..sometimes i think even Kong's jealous of you..haha..
**ALL of my Good Friends!i miss you people so much.Thanks for all the times that you had to put up with all of my nonesense.
Ju,thanks for always being there when i and ker organise something.You have beeen truly a good friend to me..:)Though we barely talk now but our friendship has always been more done than said!i <3 u..
TO the rest of you,although time and location have split us all up..im glad i had my fair chance to have been close with each one of you!I have never regretted knowing each one of you because of you guys i am who i am today!thanks so much!:)
WANtheng,wei lynn and Jia li,i miss you 3 always being the trio,during PRS,we gotten to know each other very well..3 of u are crazy people and really fun to be with!:)
Caroline and June,thanks so much for being there..especially during F4 for being close to me..the Girl dramas and school trouble that we all had to go through together..you guys have always been like an elder sis to me although u guys are younger..wtf..haha..
with loads of love,
Posted by karlisyle at 3:18 PM
the song above is by Orianthi-AN AMAZING FEMALE GUITARIST!:)
back here aH-gain,I know that i have been posting post that are Dry and boring but well i have nothing else to do!Grrh..home alone ah-gain..uGLY BETTY DVD'S FINISHED..JUST WAITING for GG dvds..haha..i was catching it in You tube..up to episode 8 i gave up because i have to watch it in 5 parts..Grrh..GG is worth the wait..hehe..
well.official countdown to NEW MOON:23 hours!hehe
well here's an update on my life:
1.I am currently hooked up with Orianthi-According to you!hehe..yeah,i have been singing this in the shower!:p
2.I am still nowhere accomplishing my study routine.
3.I am still the girl who is always in a Long term relationship but chickens out when it is nearing to 3 years.
4.I wanna be Love..
5.I still make my life complicated!grrh..
Life's so cynical.It can be like a circus sometimes.It's funny how it's so hard to find trustworthy people these days.even the ones you think that are family bite you in the back.i just want a peaceful life.that is why i never go home or let my family invade my life.i want 100% total privacy.If there was a daughter in the world who is a total stranger to the family,it had to be me only.they judge me in a light that not even normal people would.I'm always the bitch and the evil one.Giving u people a chance to know me is like giving a dog $$ Because you would have no idea what to do with it.I am very secretive from my family..maybe that's why i tend to be so open to others!haha..
im so tired of carrying this grudge.i wanna forget and forgive but somehow i cant.why am I like that?i also wish i knew.Who in this world would introduce themselves during orientation as a physco who thinks her fam doesnt love her?
You ask me which family would openly criticise about their own family members in tne internet.you ask me why am I like that.You think that I'M doing the wrong things all the time.ASK yourself,Have you ever bothered seating down with me and listening to me?You rather take others judgement about me then know me by yourself.
If you come closer,You'll find that i dont bite,i might even be loveable to you.
oh GAWD,im so sorry that i wrote this..an Emotional vomit again..I just wish that my life never would have started this way..the grudge im carrying is heavy.i wanna erase all the pain.what would it take for you to understand me?
i miss the Good 'OL times!:)
Posted by karlisyle at 2:47 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
back for a short update.haven't been studying though i should start on it.grrh i am damn pissed that my holidays are coming to an end but so many KUANTAN-ians are only beggining to have their hols.Grrrh..jeles much?
well,nothing much except that i finish UGLY BETTY season3 Dvds with ker.haha..so im left with nothing else to watch except ASTRO.well,finally book New Moon tix for this thurs..2pm movie..the good seats are almost sold out + i didnt know that it was 18SG..the movie will be so good!haha..EDWARD..i love you!and yes,Nadia i know that you dont understand why anyone can like him!but just look at him.so mysterios and handsome!haha..:)
I really dont feel like studying.Manage to spring clean my room today!yipee!so dusty after 2 weeks being vacant!haha..what else..well basically bunch of rants..haha..dont bother wasting your time!:x
hurmxx this is some the things bothering me lately:
1.what if i dont manage to get 4a's for my alevel.where will i go next.haish
2.why cant i have my cake in two?why do we always have to choose?haish..
well,AS INSPIRED by beffie's post
these are some of the things i fear about:
-Losing the people close to me now
-Having people mmisunderstand about me
-Putting on weight!:p
ok that's all for now..
Posted by karlisyle at 7:04 PM